Memories of grandfa :(

Granfa, how are you in heaven ?
You know, I miss you so much.
I miss your smile that full of authorization
remind, was I was child.
you always accompany me
invite me to know this beautiful word.
you're always patient answer my question.
and until now, i still fell warmth your finger hold my hand.
your ceprices voice still hear in my ears.
remind... a beautiful twilight which matchless if we sit together.
remind... when you're still by my side, holding and squezzing me.
remind... the time when we are smile together.

Granfa.. you accompany me.
until now, I can school in SMA 10 samarinda.
our memories which can't to forget.
really make me washed in our memories.
remind... when you getting older and older.
you are always smile and laugh, although sometimes we forget you.
when you ask.
no one answer.
you're alone without anyone.
when you're getting tired, weak and need us.
without deliverate we let you alone.
all the tears are falling down.
when i let you go.
if I can.
i will kiss your hand once more and for the last time.
granfa... I am very regret.
can't accompany you until your last day.
Now... I JUST CAN PRAY TO YOU.

Granfa...
I hope you're rest in peace.
I miss you always :(