Tears, Laugh , Cry and smile

Love Like You've never been Hurt .
Smile like you've never been cry ..
coz' you have only one Life..
let Happiness live for all the rest of your life

Rabu, 15 September 2010

sad --'

THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE
LET'S ME KNOW THAT YOU NEED ME
THERE'S A TRUTH IN YOUR EYES
SAYING YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME
THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND
SAYS YOU WILL CATCH ME IF EVER I FALL
YOU SAY IT BEST
WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL

my favorite novel : City of ember

Hello all my friends. I want you know, if i very love read a novel. I very love about love story and adventure story. I don't have much novel but not a little too. just twenty one i have. one of them is City Of ember. this story is very-very good, cool, fun and interisting.
this pict is me with my new novel. hehe. city of ember is on the right. on the left is Pacarku hantu.

Now, i want to tell you, plot summary about City of ember.
Unidentified architects and engineers, referred to as "the Builders", designed a self-contained city that would include everything necessary for its inhabitants to survive for a period of 200 years. During that time, the Earth would be uninhabitable for an unspecified reason. After completion of the city, the Builders give the first mayor of the city a locked box that was to be passed down from one mayor to the next until the box would open automatically. Unknown to the mayors who pass it down the line, the box was set to open after 200 years and provide instructions to the city's inhabitants on how to return to the surface. It was hoped that by that time the earth would be habitable again.
For several generations, the box is faithfully passed down from one mayor to the next until the seventh mayor who, hoping that the box may contain a cure for the deadly cough that was infecting many citizens of the city at the time, takes the box home and tries to break it open. He doesn't succeed in opening the box, and dies before he is able to return the box, or inform anyone else of its importance.
The story jumps forward to the year 241. It is clear the town is disintegrating. Its infrastructure is crumbling, and the massive generator that provides the light and power for the city is on its last legs. The flood lamps that light the city are threatened by power shortages and blackouts. Moreover, the stockpiles of canned food and supplies are getting low.
At a graduation ceremony where young people are assigned their jobs, Lina Mayfleet is assigned the job of “Pipeworks Laborer", while Doon Harrow gets to be a “Messenger.” Unhappy with their assignments, the two of them decide to switch jobs.
Doon reports to his job in the pipes hoping to find a way to save Ember. He quickly realizes, though, that he does not know anything about the generator or how it works. Lina, however, is happy in her job as a messenger. The two then become friends. She runs to and from in the city delivering messages. She even has the privilege of delivering messages to the mayor from a strange man named Looper.
At home Lina cares for her elderly grandmother and her little sister, Poppy. One day, Lina finds her sister playing with an old piece of paper in an old box that she found amidst the chaotic mess of the apartment. Before Lina can stop her, Poppy chews on the scraps of paper and tears it to pieces. Lina saves the scraps and tries to figure out what they mean. She asks several people what they are without much help. Finally, she asks Doon to look at the message. Together, they decipher the text and find that it is the instructions on how to escape from the city. They also discover the box that was passed down the line of mayors, which in turn reveals a genetic relationship between the seventh mayor and Lina. Lina was living in the house of the seventh mayor, unbeknown to her, her grandmother, or her sister. The box is shown with the numbers 00, indicating that it is the original designated time that the discovered instructions were supposed to be followed in order to escape from the city.
While that is happening Lina's grandmother also dies. Lina and Poppy end up living with their next door neighbor Mrs.Murdo.
The two friends explore the tunnels in the Pipeworks to try and find the exit. They meet Looper there and learn that he and the mayor are keeping supplies for themselves. When the pair try to report the theft, they learn that the mayor has ordered them to be arrested. Lina grabs her sister, the trio and make their escape via an underground river, where they discover boats for them to use.
When the boat stops, they see the natural world and find an old journal explaining the history of Ember. The Builders decided to protect 100 adults and 100 children to ensure that the human race would survive. Peering through an opening in the cave, the friends are shocked to see the dim, glimmering lights of the city far below. They never knew they were living underground.
Doon and Lina know they can never return but want the others to survive. They write a note explaining how to exit the city using the underground river. They throw the note into the hole so that it would fall down into Ember. The novel ends with Mrs. Murdo, a woman who had been caring for Lina and Poppy, finding the bundle containing the note.

WHETHER IT INTERESTING ?
hehe. very-very interisting.
so many adventures that happened in the story. I just have this novel. and I yet watched the film. and this story have sequel. the sequel is The people of sparks. I yet have that novel. I want buy. huhu. 
hahaha. Don't forget to buy and watch. OK.OK ?



Rabu, 08 September 2010

secondhand serenade : Fall for you's lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find


~Esa miss all~

Different ??

Different


How are we so “different”?
If “different” is just a thing.
If we all have certain features,
What does “different” bring?

People filled with hatred,
Can’t possibly see,
That there’s not really “differences”
Between you and me.

Looks can’t show “difference”,
If they’re just there to be seen.
If you don’t look like someone else,
Why are they so mean?

If being “different” is what is wrong,
I’d rather not be right.
And I’d want to finish living,
Doing the “different” fight.


~esa miss all~

I MISS U ALL MY JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL'S FRIEND T.T

Today, i don't know why i very very miss them. they are my friends in junior high school.
 I very miss all. when we do not have lessons, we are very noisy in class. my class is IX A. the prefect in my class is faisal. He is prefect of the best which I've ever met. hehe. he's always noted if there is make a noise and also if we walk out of class. ckck. he is seldom be angry. haha. but if we do not have lessons, we went to the library. to read books, play games and tell stories. haha. very often we get angry because noise with mrs.gorilla. hehehe. we very hate with him. because if she angry very like with gorilla. wkwkwk. huaaah. miss you all. in my classroom is a very intelligent class than other classes. the smartest in my class is yolan, faisal, dea, hazlan. yolan smart in all lesson. faisal is smart in math, physics and English. dea also smart in all lesson. and hazlan is smart in math and physics. ckck. if me only can in math. haha. patient. 

besides picture is when we want examination of religious practices. we gather in library. there is deo, adi, isal, rio and abdul. ckck. very diligen abdul read book and rio play in his mobile.
besides picture is when we want examination of english practices. we took a picture in front of the class. in this photo thera are, rinda, via, rara, bayu, mita, lisa, dini, ismi, vianing and sari. we are very narsis. haha. this is when the child is go home. In my class, I have best friend. they are KUCEL. KUCEL is the name of our friendship. in my group there is me, aulia, cory, ari, dila, putri, amel, dea, rina and ana. we are in class IX A , but just rina in B class. but never mind. we always together in school or no. hehehe. in my group is smart, beautiful and kind. haha. now, we are separeted. i very sad. i,dea,aulia, and amel in SMAN 10 Smd. if putri, ana, rina and ari in SMAN 1 bpp. and dila in balikpapan. ckck. i am very sad. but, they always in my heart. if we holiday. we can gather together again.
this picture is when we nothing have a lesson. hehe. we play in back class. in this pict there are febri, rifki and arief. hoho. what they are to do ? ckck. dangerous. wkwkwk. I Miss them. In my school we have the best teacher and favorit teacher. they are mrs.wiwik and mrs.een. mrs.wiwik is my homeroom teacher. she is very the best deh. haha. she teach match in nine's class. besauce of her, i be loved match. ckck --' mrs.een is my homeroom teacher too when we in seven's class. she teach physics. because of her too, i be loved physics. they teach me with patient. and i like that. make me fast for understand. I miss you my favorite teacher.
 
This is when we after examination of english practices. we photo with mrs.wiwik. pity, we can't took a pict with mrs.een. because she go home :(
this is when we after farewell in awa mangkuruku. we play band in this party. ckck --' we are newbie. hehe :D but this farewell is not succes beacause dead lamp in end party. ckck. pity >.< haha. but we have to show our band. wkwk.

HUAAAAAAAAAA :(
My tears is dripping when i write this.
i very.very miss ALL.
I hope wi will be succes and never to forget me.
amin T.T


~Esa miss all~

Senin, 06 September 2010

Memories of grandfa :(

Granfa, how are you in heaven ?
You know, I miss you so much.
I miss your smile that full of authorization
remind, was I was child.
you always accompany me
invite me to know this beautiful word.
you're always patient answer my question.
and until now, i still fell warmth your finger hold my hand.
your ceprices voice still hear in my ears.
remind... a beautiful twilight which matchless if we sit together.
remind... when you're still by my side, holding and squezzing me.
remind... the time when we are smile together.

Granfa.. you accompany me.
until now, I can school in SMA 10 samarinda.
our memories which can't to forget.
really make me washed in our memories.
remind... when you getting older and older.
you are always smile and laugh, although sometimes we forget you.
when you ask.
no one answer.
you're alone without anyone.
when you're getting tired, weak and need us.
without deliverate we let you alone.
all the tears are falling down.
when i let you go.
if I can.
i will kiss your hand once more and for the last time.
granfa... I am very regret.
can't accompany you until your last day.
Now... I JUST CAN PRAY TO YOU.

Granfa...
I hope you're rest in peace.
I miss you always :(

My short story : The princess and the pie

Once upon a time there was a prince who wanted to marry a princess; but she would have to be a real princess. He travelled all over the world to find one, but nowhere could he get what he wanted. There were princesses enough, but it was difficult to find out whether they were real ones. There was always something about them that was not as it should be. So he came home again and was sad, for he would have liked very much to have a real princess.

One evening a terrible storm came on; there was thunder and lightning, and the rain poured down in torrents. Suddenly a knocking was heard at the city gate, and the old king went to open it.

It was a princess standing out there in front of the gate. But, good gracious! what a sight the rain and the wind had made her look. The water ran down from her hair and clothes; it ran down into the toes of her shoes and out again at the heels. And yet she said that she was a real princess.

Well, we'll soon find that out, thought the old queen. But she said nothing, went into the bed-room, took all the bedding off the bedstead, and laid a pea on the bottom; then she took twenty mattresses and laid them on the pea, and then twenty eider-down beds on top of the mattresses.

On this the princess had to lie all night. In the morning she was asked how she had slept.

"Oh, very badly!" said she. "I have scarcely closed my eyes all night. Heaven only knows what was in the bed, but I was lying on something hard, so that I am black and blue all over my body. It's horrible!"

Now they knew that she was a real princess because she had felt the pea right through the twenty mattresses and the twenty eider-down beds.

Nobody but a real princess could be as sensitive as that.

So the prince took her for his wife, for now he knew that he had a real princess; and the pea was put in the museum, where it may still be seen, if no one has stolen it.

--'

ONE DAY LATER

One day later
My body will die
But in the distich of this poem
I wouldn’t acquiesce you alone

One day later
My voice wouldn’t be heard again
Yet among rows of this poem
I will steadfast investigate you

One day later
My vision will be unrecognized again
Yet, in the letter cracks of this poem
I’ll look for you forever




THE RAIN IN SEPTEMBER

Nobody resolute
Rather than the rain in september
Its yearning-drizzle is hidden
To the tree which has bloom

Nobody wise
Rather than the rain in september
His footprints is erased
Which hesitant in the way

Nobody skillful
Rather than the rain in september
The unspoken thing is ignored
Absorbed by the root of the flower tree

Sabtu, 04 September 2010

This is my favorite actist : bonnie wright


I very-very Like you Bonnie. haha

Her Early life and education

Wright was born in London, England, the daughter of Sheila Teague and Gary Wright, jewellery designers who together run their own company, Wright & Teague. She has an older brother named Lewis.
Wright attended Prior Western Primary and later the King Alfred School in North London for her secondary education. During the filming of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Wright began attending London's University of the Arts to study Film and Television Production. She plans to continue acting and to work behind the scenes after filming Harry Potter.

Her Career

Wright auditioned for the role of Ginny Weasley because her brother said she reminded him of the character.[3] Wright appears in the first film, Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone, only in a small scene set at London King's Cross railway station. Her role became more prominent with the second movie, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, in which her character begins studies at Hogwarts while dealing with a very powerful secret diary that begins to seize her soul and consciousness. However, Wright's role in the next film, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban was significantly smaller, but in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire she had a slightly larger role and in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix she had a role as one of the six characters fighting in the climatic battle. Wright reprises her role in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, where her character plays a central role as Harry Potter's main love interest.
With a bigger part she received mostly positive reviews. Variety wrote, "Bonnie Wright’s Ginny intrigues as the sort of initial plain Jane who keeps growing on you."[4] "If someone told me eight years ago that Bonnie Wright, introduced as Ginny Weasley in the first movie, would turn into such a strong dramatic actress who could carry scenes as well as the three leads, I wouldn't have believed it,"[5] "We know who likes who and it’s the subtleties in the performances by Radcliffe, Watson and Wright that have our hearts go out to the ones that are breaking,"[6] and "Ginny (Bonnie Wright) in particular shines through, building on the power she gained in the last film to become an independent young woman that proves more complex with every scene."[7]
Wright reprises her role as Ginny Weasley in Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Wright has also provided the voice of Ginny Weasley in the video game versions of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix and Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
Wright starred in two television movies: 2002's Stranded[disambiguation needed] and 2004's Agatha Christie: A Life in Pictures, where she played the younger version of Agatha Christie.[8] She had a guest role on Disney's The Replacements voicing Vanessa in season two opener London Calling.
Wright signed to star in Sweat, a short film. Sweat is part of a project of five films called Geography of the Hapless Heart. She portrays Mia.[9] The movie has a set release of summer 2010.
Wright is interested in fashion and became ambassador and fashion supporter of the Made-by brand.

I wait you again in Harry Potter's Film :D

Rabu, 01 September 2010

...

Tell me how to STOP Looking at YOU !
Tell me how to STOP Thinking of YOU !
Tell me how to STOP Wishing on YOU !
Tell me Tell me Tell me How To STOP 
LOVING YOU !!!
Boys are like viruses; they ENTER your life, TRANSFER your ideas, EDIT your mind, DOWNLOAD your heart, & UPLOAD their problems!

So girls, let's make yourself: ACCESS DENIED!